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It can kill us.

I wasn't sure before, but after tonight I am certain. It is possible for a creature of dream to kill our physical bodies.
A few days ago, I would have given anything to know, with such conviction, that such things exist. That the world is truly as I have always believed: far deeper that its surface reflects.
And on a level, a part of me is thrilled by the realization. If this is confirmed, then what else might I encounter? What other spirits, beasts, or realms might make themselves known? What could I learn from the countless other times I have walked the earth, from those times and those places?

But, on a more immediate and personal level, there is the horror to contend with. A creature that feeds on pain, that steals from souls. A friend, new and yet old, hospitalized from spiritual torture.
We have a battle ahead of us. We are wracked with fear, and yet find reasons to hope. I am very, truly glad that I have found them all, whatever may come. And it will be very satisfying to open our war against this creature. I do believe we will win. These bonds have lasted centuries, and endure against all reason, it cannot break them with lies.
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A new school! A new place to live and learn and make a life.
And this one seems to have come with pieces of that life all ready for me.

It has been amazing meeting the others: so much emotion and camaraderie right from the beginning! I don't think I've felt anything like it. I expect my reactions will be even stronger now that Jehan is aware within me. Stronger, and yet less bewildering; I'll know exactly why I feel the way I do.

Proof of reincarnation... Not just reincarnation but reunion. It still hasn't all sunken in. To know and love a group of people, and to forge bonds that even death could not sunder. This is truly incredible.

On the darker side, I have also now experienced the price for this revelation. The others have done well to make it through months of that ... entity's ministrations. I am hoping that, with Jehan now aware of me, I can be of more use during the next ordeal.

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